what we have once enjoyed we can never lose. all that we love becomes a part of us.

-helen keller

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

to you...


a very happy un-birthday to you
sweet mia.
six months ago today, i had no idea what you were about to do to me.
i always thought that i wanted to be an all boy mom.
no idea til after meeting you how little girls are truly
made of sugar and spice and ALL things nice.
no idea that you were all i really ever wanted and needed.
really had no idea how it was possible to fall so hard so fast.
guess it had to be fast.
no idea how something so small could have such a big impact.
no idea that i would have to long for you so soon.
but most of all...
i had no idea how grateful i could be.
thank you for sharing some of you with me.
happy un-birthday sweet mia may.
love,
mommy